Someone posted a gif of an awful 2017 JB sack @ Stanford in response to a pro-Browning screed I posted, and I actually had no memory of that play. A good deal of that game is blurry. Here's why: drank Irish whiskey on the CalTrain from SF to Palo Alto. Walked from train station to Masters Grove tailgate (nice area BTW), smoking a J. Saw some old friends, drank several beers at tailgate. Someone had flask inside, consumed same. I distinctly recall the visitor's section seeming to outnumber the opposition. Then the blur set in, although I did later urinate into one of the small tree plantings on the inner concourse of the stade. Also later smoked herb again in similar position. I def. registered the depressing reality of the loss, as I recall a terrible desire for more booze to dull the pain during exit from stadium. I broke into a jog, then a sprint, as I flushed out of the gate. I continued to sprint, arrived panting at a random recent Stanford grad/Millennial tailgate (they never cared to watch the game). W/o speaking to anyone, found a cup on the ground, pumped myself a beer from their keg. I then got into a squat, forearms on thighs (a la cover of NWA debut) starting maniacally laughing out loud, and continued it, way too long, like a schizo. My friends chased after me, physically ushered me away. Went to a terrible beer bar in Palo Alto, everything seemed as if filmed through a blue filter, dark. Got into an Uber, nodded off, woke up after 1 AM outside a Korean restaurant in Oakland. Ate what they called a "pornoburger." Never vomited.
Decided later, given my age and station, lifestyle change was in order.