It's unfortunate that the marriage turned out the way it did because it takes away from my 24 of 31 days of faithfulness this month, which is a heck of an effort.
When the marriage was on the line she didn't trust me and went with her instincts and caught me going down.
If it wasn't for every Friday and Saturday of every month I would have been 100% faithful, but I don't deal in hypotheticals, but I want you to think about that so much that it seems true.